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Hey Akash how are you doing today?

Akash you keep trying these things to improve yourself over and over again but they never seem to give you any satisfaction do they?. And how can they, you have this this fundamental sense in you that you’re broken. Let me in you on a secret, you’re not broken my friend. You are complete. You don’t gotta change anything. Just be.

Thanks and have a lovely evening
Akash

Hey Akash, how are you doing today?

Akash you know you keep saying that you want happiness and/or peace but I feel like you don’t really want what you say. And you clearly don’t want happiness cause you absolutely know how to get happiness / be happy. No what you really want is all the things that you desire. You know what I’m talking about. However what you don’t realize is that all these desires are what you hold back from being happy. If you just let go of your desires, you’re happy right here and now. More importantly, you’ll finally feel free. I want you think really hard about this.

Have a thoughtful day my friend
Akash

Hey Akash how are you doing today?

Akash, I feel like your judgement of you is absolutely hurting you more than anything else in this world. Let it go main, give yourself a break. Why can’t you look yourself as the way you look at a tree ? Why can’t you have the same empathy towards yourself as you do towards literally everyone else? I want you think really hard about this.

Akash, you gotta nurture yourself with kindness, gentleness, and patience.

Have a lovely evening my friend
Akash

Hey Akash how are you doing today?

Akash, riding a bike is so natural to you right now that you don’t even think about it but I distinctly remember how when you were a kid and learning to bicycle, you were scared shitless any time someone let go of the bike. This is how learning feels like. It feels scary, it feels like you don’t know what you’re doing, it feels like you’re going to fall down, it feels like you’re going to hurt yourself, it feels like you’re going to make a fool of yourself. You think you can’t seem to learn but I want to argue that it’s just false narrative in your head. The mere fact that you’re sitting here right now suggests to me that you can learn anything. What I do think happened is that overtime you’ve let your fears take hold you cause I distinctly remember when fear never stopped you from diving head first into literally anything. But today it seems like you avoid learning like a plague cause of fear. Don’t let that fear stop you my man. You need to look right at the fear and dive head first into learning, You’ve done it a thousands of times before, and I’m certain you can do it thousands more times.

Can you try and be more bolder for me please?

Have a powerful weekend my friend Akash

Hey Akash how are you doing today?

Akash there’s something magical about early mornings that you really like. And I think all the birds chirping outside would agree. I also hear couple of squirrels playing around. It seems as if we are all in-tune with the earth in a way. I think it makes sense cause we’ve only had electricity for what 2-3 centuries? But we’ve been relying on earth for our activities for like hundreds of thousands of years! Anyways the point I am trying to make is that you like waking up early, it makes you productive and I would love to see more of this in you.

Note that you can’t force it. Just appreciate the days when you do wake up early, and know that over time you’d keep doing it more cause you like it!

Have a productive day my friend
Akash