Hey Akash how are you doing today?
Akash I feel like sometimes you say you want something but really it's just that you want to want that thing because that's what other people want. Does it make sense? For example, you see that other people are earning lots of money and you feel like you should also earn lots of money too. But you never really wanted to earn lots of money. Normally all of this is just fine but I feel like you kinda punish yourself for not achieving said goals but the reason you didn't achieve isn't because you're lazy, stupid, incompetent or whatever, Nah it's that those goals were never really your goals to begin with. So I want you sit down for a minute and just think about what **you** want out of life you know?
Have a lovely evening my friend
Akash