Hey Akash, how are you doing my friend?
Akash I seem to feel like you have all the puzzle pieces in place, you just can't seem to connect them together in a single piece. And it's eating at you, everyday. It feels a bit like how in a cs game when you've defeated all the enemies but the bomb is still ticking and you can't for the life of you find out where is it planted, and every second that goes by is makes you anxious. But maybe you don't have to defuse the bomb. Maybe it's okay to loose the game. I think the real reason you feel anxious is because you're afraid to loose. So just dump it. Loose the game. And grieve the loss. Take as much time as you need to grieve. And one day you'll be ready to start a new game.
Have a lovely evening my friend,
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Akash