Hi Akash, how are you doing this evening?
Akash, your problem isn’t that you have this desires/wants. Rather it’s the judgements that you place upon yourself for desiring/wanting those things, “you shouldn’t have that desire Akash!”. It creates tension and cognitive dissonance. Once you let go this meta level bullshit of you judging you for everything, you’ll be at ease.
Have a lovely evening,
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Akash